Did somebody give him alcohol?
You're my type.
I love her, too!
I was holding back the whole time.
Then she kissed me.
We just got along so well...
And so I kissed her without thinking.
It didn't excite me at all.
I finally got to kiss you.
You two guys are just awful people.
Yeah.
Get out!
Who do we start with?
Haruta.
Okay, start with Haruta!
Right, Sempai!
Anyway, what pisses me off about Haruta...
...is how shallow what he said was.
He says he likes me, but all he talked about was the way I looked.
Like I'm his type, or I excite him.
But, like, what's inside me?
The real me?
He didn't say a thing about that!
Don't you think that's screwed up?
That's right!
Right!
That's right.
I think the same thing.
He said he always loved me,
and we didn't split up because we didn't like each other.
What's with that?
What about who I've become since we last met?
There's no respect for who I am now.
And it's like, what's with that?
Right.
Screw you, Haruta.
Um...
What's wrong?
I don't remember it at all,
but what did I do yesterday?
Did I get violent or something?
Nope! Not at all.
I'm glad.
Yeah.
Are we done?
I mean... Did I say something bad?
Something really mean?
You were really open about your feelings.
Open?
So I imitated you and was open with my feelings too.
And then they were like, "You two were awful! Get out!"
I have no idea what happened, but...
What did you say?
Like how I kissed Miyako-chan,
and then I felt excited and didn't know what to do now.
You said that?
To Shizuka-san and Miyako-chan?
Yup.
No, no, no.
You can't do that!
But between the two of them, I think Shin-sama is the bigger problem.
He got a little excited...
...and kissed you without thinking, right?
If that was all I would understand it.
Well, as his lover, I wouldn't like it.
I understand.
But it wasn't like he got a little excited.
How?
He just looked like he was having so much fun.
He looked like he was really having fun.
Really having fun?
It might've just been a new experience for him.
I mean, like the girl he's dating is well,
a good girl, but she's older than he is.
So a young girl may have been a new experience.
I see.
And you know, you're a little odd, maybe.
Maybe you're tiring to be around?
Eh? Me?
It's tiring to be around me?
I considered myself relaxing to be around, but...
Oh jeez, oh jeez.
Stop joking around!
No, I'm actually pretty serious.
No way. There's no relaxing around you.
I mean you're always super-energetic and super-positive,
and it's like you're always on the run.
Huh? Me?
Natural makeup by itself isn't enough to make people relax, Sempai.
I see.
Um, Miyako-chan?
This isn't the usual thing where you're spoiling for a fight, right?
We're being friends so we're both sharing what we really think, right?
That's right. That's it.
Right?
Yes.
Okay! Fine then.
So you think you're relaxing to be around, Miyako-chan?
Of course not!
Why should I have to be relaxing to be around?
I really don't have time for that right now.
I see.
Anyway, we're getting off subject.
Miyako-chan, hang on a second.
Huh? Huh?
I see.
I would want to kiss you if you were right in front of me, yeah.
Really?
See?
No matter how many times I do the same thing,
I don't want to kiss you, Haruta-kun.
Of course you don't.
You didn't even need to try.
Really?
Well, for a second I thought it might not be so bad.
No, nothing.
What was that?
The problem isn't why you did it,
it's what happened after you did.
That's right.
The problem is what happened after.
Maybe I know why, boss.
Maybe you're not used to temptations.
So maybe you've just got this sense that it's a guilty pleasure.
Something like that may be exciting you.
Like, "Oh, what should I do?"
"What is this? Is this beating of my heart love?"
Well, I guess it wouldn't be love.
What? It's not love?
I don't know, but...
Anyway, why are two guys talking about this stuff early in the morning?
Maybe the reason that it didn't excite you is that...
...you thought Shin was a god, right?
You worshipped him, basically.
Yes.
He was a god.
And then that god suddenly kisses you.
It seems more real, like something a normal guy would do,
and that killed your interest, maybe?
I see.
Maybe that's it.
And anyway, I wonder if it's love in the first place.
Maybe it was just something you were imagining you felt.
That might be all.
Could that really be it?
Was what you had between you and Shin-sama love?
To me it looked like the only reason you chose Shin-sama is that...
...you needed a good man to make it look like your life was going well.
Like he was a decoration.
I see.
You see, yeah.
Maybe it isn't love.
Maybe it wasn't love?
But now that they've told me I'm an awful person,
as a man, don't I have to take some kind of responsibility?
I need atone for it somehow.
Atone?
How?
I don't know.
But I need to.
But don't leave this place or anything.
You can't do that.
I couldn't handle them by myself.
Oh, don't worry about that.
Running isn't atoning.
I need to go to work.
What did I say?
Oh, thanks for coming yesterday.
I got to see something interesting.
Um...
You don't remember what you said, do you?
Well...
You're a pervert and a cheater and you get excited by any girl.
A pervert?
You're a pervert and a cheater and you get excited by any girl.
A pervert and a cheater and um...
It doesn't matter what you call me.
What are you talking about?
Summing up what you said there,
that's what you are.
No way...
What are you talking about?
You recorded it?
Here.
Thank you.
Could you not look?
I want to see the look on a man's face when he finds himself in hell.
I had decided I was never going to love again,
and was living peacefully and quietly.
And then this woman shows up.
Me?
You're my type.
Living with you, I'm excited every single goddamn night!
I love her, too!
I can't help it!
I've always loved her!
I never hated her!
I love 'em both!
I can't pick between the two of them!
I can't help it!
I said it...
Where do I fit in with this?!
What about your romance with me?!
Who are you?
Sorry, it's all my fault.
That's right! It's your fault.
Thank you.
You're a pervert and a cheater?
And I get excited by any girl.
Bye.
Thank you.
Oh, you're leaving?
What have I done?
I don't want to see anybody...
Why are you working at such a fancy place?
Asshole.
Crazy For Me
Episode 7
Where do I fit in with all this?!
What about your romance with me?!
Who are you?
Good morning.
I'm Fumi.
Itoyama Fumi.
I'm Fumi.
Itoyama Fumi.
Is that...
Is that a sarcastic response to my saying "Who are you?" to you yesterday?
That's right.
I'm amazed you were able to tell, Haruta-san.
Um, I'm sorry.
Not at all.
Okay.
Shizuka-san left for a meeting.
I see.
Yes.
Miyako-chan,
I'm really sorry about what happened.
I'm sorry I kissed you all of a sudden.
It seems like the feelings I felt weren't love after all.
I'm really sorry.
Huh?
You're really telling me that?
Sorry, sorry.
Are you a little kid?
I'm glad you're not mad.
What are you talking about?
I'm mad.
No way...
It's true.
You should apologize to Shizuka-san.
Of course. I'm planning to.
Bye.
What are you listening to?
What is this?
You recorded that?
I just played it for Haruta.
What?
Listen, you don't even know what you want to do anymore, do you?
Shut up!
Let me guess.
You're in love with Ootake Shin-sama, aren't you?
It's not because you like him that I fell in love with him!
I didn't say anything about that.
And I'm not even sure what I feel anymore.
After what happened yesterday, you know?
That's true.
We've both got bad luck.
Don't compare me to you.
What?
You're cute, but...
Shut up!
Come to think of it, what happened with Kenji?
I don't know.
But he doesn't have a girlfriend.
Because of you!
I see.
Wait, how did you find that out?
I didn't really say anything to her.
I saw nothing. Nothing.
That means you saw, doesn't it?
No, no, no.
Welcome! Come in!
Take your time and look around!
Um...
Oh, this birdcage?
Interested?
No...
It's big enough that you could keep a sparrow or a pigeon or even a parrot!
Birds are so relaxing.
Why not get a bird?
But I've got a dog...
I see.
Then what about this sofa?
It's one of our best items.
It is pretty.
Isn't it?
I think it'd be perfect for you.
Want to sit down?
Please, try it out!
Leaving for lunch!
Get going!
Bye!
Don't you think it's perfect?
It feels great when you sit on it.
It feels like it just envelopes you.
Sorry, it's all my fault.
That's right! It's your fault.
Haruta-san.
That's right!
Looking back, this is all your fault!
I'm finally alone—
Nope.
I've always loved her!
I never hated her!
Haruta-san!
Hello!
Hello.
Um...
What is it?
I'm sorry about yesterday.
For what?
Well... You're mad, right?
Why?
Well, I would guess...
I said I loved you, too,
and that we didn't break up because I didn't like you.
That I always loved you.
That was all I said.
There was nothing about how I feel about the person you are now.
And that's rude, I guess...
Maybe that's it?
Why?
Do you remember what you said yesterday?
Well...
Am I right?
I guess.
I knew it.
What do you mean you knew it?
You always used to say that.
Say what?
That words like "love" were just so vague and meaningless.
You need to say exactly what it is you like about someone.
I never said... I did, didn't I?
You did!
"Tell me ten things you love about me, right now!"
I would never say... I did, didn't I?
Ten?
What were they? Do you remember?
Sure I do.
First...
First what?
Tell me. Come on!
First, you're tall.
I know that.
And you're strong-wild.
I know that. So that was it?
You're a good cook.
Hey, wait.
Why are you getting nostalgic?
This isn't the time for that.
I'm sorry.
You told me to tell you, though.
And?
And what about now?
What about now?
No, I couldn't.
Couldn't what?
You need to hear that from the boss.
You're right.
He never tells you?
He does.
He always tells me I'm wonderful.
What parts of you?
Um...
I won't tell you.
It's a secret.
I see.
Okay, bye.
Bye.
Make sure you apologize to Miyako-chan, too.
She doesn't have any work as my assistant today,
so she should be around somewhere.
Yeah.
Tell me just one!
What part of me is wonderful right now?
Go ahead!
She's not home, huh?
Sorry, but... you're my type.
I'm excited every single goddamn night!
I'll buy you lunch.
Oh, Haruta.
As an apology for yesterday.
No way, you remember?
Seriously?
Then what should I do?
Thank you!
Oh, right.
She said she had you listen to it.
Yes...
So?
Are you excited?
Are you excited right now?
No.
Why?
Then what about now?
No.
Why?
You said you always were!
Would you please stop playing with me?
Why?
I don't want to.
You don't want to?
Thanks for waiting!
All right!
Look at all this!
Let's eat!
Go ahead.
This is good.
It's great.
I'm glad.
I'm so sorry about yesterday.
Really?
Yeah.
Mr. Kojima.
Yes?
Huh?
Have you forgotten?
I worked for you at Yotsuba Materials.
My name is Nomuya Ikuko.
It looks like you don't remember.
My name is Nomura.
I quit the company because of you, Kojima-san.
Hey!
What is with this paperwork?!
Give me a break.
At least be able to do this right!
If you're going to slow us down, then quit!
Hey, what the hell's going on here?!
Do your job! Your job!
Don't apologize! You don't need to apologize!
Just do your job!
That Nomura-san?
I couldn't go to work anymore.
I quit the same day you did.
You didn't know I quit, did you?
No, um...
Ever since then, I just haven't been right.
I'm scared of working!
When I hear someone yelling,
I freeze!
You seem like you're having a lot of fun, sir.
I'm glad you are.
No, um...
I'm really...
Don't apologize!
Nothing will change for me even if you apologize.
It was my fault for not being able to live up to your expectations.
I thought I was trying my best, but...
Me and the rest of the team.
I'm really...
Please don't apologize!
Hold on a second.
This is about when Haruta had his breakdown, right?
He was going crazy, too, then!
So what?
I won't say he couldn't help it, but...
Please stop.
And even now... Even now he's—
Miyako-chan!
Um...
I understand that there's no point in apologizing.
But I'm really sorry!
I'm really sorry!
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry!
I'm really sorry.
I'm sorry.
Haruta, are you okay?
Yes.
I can tell by the look on your face that you're not okay.
I've been yelled at a lot and fired from my job,
more times than I can count.
I've been kicked.
And people have splashed water on me and told me to leave.
They've even purified the ground with salt after I left.
I never understood what I did to bring all that out.
Well, it was all my fault anyway.
I'm sure you can imagine.
I'm sorry.
Your problem is a little different, isn't it?
Things are different with you.
I'm sorry.
Um,
Miyako-chan, I'm sorry, but...
I'm not going to leave you alone.
But...
You promised you wouldn't leave me alone, right?
Well, that's different...
It's not different.
If you promised not to leave me alone when things are hard for me,
that means I won't leave you alone when things are hard for you.
But now...
No. Absolutely not.
It's hard, isn't it?
But, I can't escape from what I've done.
It's my fault for not looking at the people around me back then.
There are people I really hurt.
It can't be helped that it hurts.
Okay.
Let's go.
Go where?
Just come on.
Miyako-chan...
Just come on.
I'm ba...
Huh?
Miyako-chan?
Are you asleep?
You're not here, Miyako-chan?
I'm back.
Huh?
What's up, Haruta-kun?
You always come straight home.
Ow!
What's wrong?
Shizuka, are you okay?
I'm fine, I'm fine.
The light went out, so I was wondering where the spares were.
And I stumbled into something.
I see.
I'm fine, I'm fine.
The spares are over here.
Okay.
It's on.
Thanks.
Shin, are you alone now?
Yeah. Haruta-kun hasn't come back.
I bought two Texas burgers, but...
Oh, me, too...
You bought Texas burgers?
No way.
This is good quality roast beef.
And I got this, too.
Wow.
Want to eat together?
Okay.
Let's do that. Okay.
Miyako-chan, where are we going?
Here.
Apartment Finder
Here?
Kenji works here.
Kenji?
Oh...
He'll come out soon.
I used to wait for him here, so I know.
But... why are we here?
Goodnight!
Miyako-chan...
It's okay.
Goodnight!
I didn't think you'd get that one.
You were the one who persuaded them.
No, it's thanks to you guys.
Miyako-chan!
Um...
I'm really sorry for what I did!
I'm sorry!
Why are you apologizing now?
Screw you!
Because of the problems you caused then,
I wasn't able to become manager!
I don't want to see your face.
Get lost.
I'm really sorry!
I'm sorry!
Screw you.
Get lost.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry!
I'm sorry...
Are you okay?
Haruta...
Yeah.
Listen, Shizuka.
Yes?
I'm really sorry about what happened.
Not at all.
I need to atone, as a man.
Atone?
Shizuka.
Please dump me.
Me?
Why?
Do you want to break up with me?
No, but...
But?
You don't like me anymore, do you?
You want to split up, right?
Why?
I thought you might be...
So that's what you think.
Yeah.
It always happens so suddenly, this stuff.
Breakups?
Yeah.
I'm having fun, but they suddenly tell me...
...they want to break up.
Why?
They say they don't know what I'm thinking.
Oh.
I mean, of course they don't.
I'm not thinking of anything.
I'm empty.
Oh, and they sometimes tell me I'm boring.
I'm boring to be with.
You are?
Yeah.
I'm always smiling.
I never get mad no matter what happens.
And that's boring.
It's creepy.
And then also—
Oh, that's enough.
You don't have to force yourself to say anymore.
Shin, listen...
Why did you decide to date me?
Why did you fall in love with me?
It's probably because you said you loved me.
You were really cool when you said that.
Oh, I'm sorry.
Oh, no...
Maybe that's why, yeah.
So you won't love anybody who doesn't love you?
Maybe that's it.
Is that bad?
It's not that it's bad or anything.
I kind of understand it.
I see.
But maybe...
...that's not enough to really be love.
I don't know.
Maybe that's more true for me.
I just...
...wanted to be a woman who's in love with a wonderful man, is all.
Of course, you're wonderful, and I love you.
But maybe it wasn't...
...true love.
I see.
So, Shin,
let's...
Yeah.
Let's start our love for real.
Huh?
You don't want to?
That's not it.
But...
But?
I thought you were going to say goodbye.
I wouldn't say that.
I see.
Yeah.
I'm glad.
Oh, jeez...
Let's have a drink.
Yeah, let's.
Okay.
Here.
Thank you.
We need to toast the beginning of our love.
To our beginning! Cheers!
Now then...
Where do we start?
You know, I...
What?
I've been thinking that I really admire what you have with Haruta-kun.
I thought it was nice how you could just talk to each other so freely.
No way...
Why would you admire a couple that divorced?
Well, that's true.
But I kind of thought it was nice.
I see...
Okay, should we try?
What do we do?
Hmm...
I've got a confession.
Those Texas Burgers?
I kind of don't like them.
Really?!
And Bon Jovi?
I said I liked him, but that was a lie.
I'm sorry!
Seriously?
Seriously!
I had no idea.
Sorry, sorry, sorry!
You've got something like that, too, right?
Now's the time to say it.
I won't get mad.
Really?
What?!
That's not fair! You said you wouldn't get mad!
I'm not mad!
No, you are clearly mad!
If you're not mad now, what do you look like when you're mad?
That's it! Good, good, good! That response!
Seriously? It was good?
It was great.
I kind of liked it myself.
Right?
You can do it!
I did it!
Cheers to fighting!
Cheers!
We're growing! We're growing!
Castadia amigo! Here you are.
You okay?
It's hard, just like I thought.
I thought he might've forgotten about it, but...
But he didn't, yeah.
It's not going to go like, "I'm sorry about what happened."
"Not at all. You doing well?" is it?
Why?
Why did you do that?
You knew that would happen.
If you did that for me, it was stupid.
It's crazy.
I'm sorry I'm stupid.
That's not what I meant.
You and I are together in this.
Huh?
Remember what you said when we first met?
Let's do our best not to break down.
I don't have anybody else like that, do I?
Right?
So I wanted to say that it's not just you.
Don't leave me, okay?
That's what you were thinking back there, right?
That you couldn't have fun in that house with everyone.
That you didn't have the right.
You were thinking of just slinking away again, weren't you?
And it's finally starting to get fun!
I don't want...
...you to leave, okay?
I don't want that.
Got it?
I'm asking if you understand!
I understand. I understand.
That's fine, then.
Haruta...
Yeah.
Are you excited?
Are you? Right now?
I'm not.
Why?
You should be!
I'm sorry.
I'm not.
I never will be again.
Why?
Then what about this?
Not at all.
Then what about this?
I'm not.
And what is this?
What is this? What is this?
What is this?
Okay...
Then what about this?
What about this?
Please stop that.
What about this?
Does it excite you?
It doesn't.
I bet it does!
Please stop.
People are staring.
Haruta,
let's both do our best, okay?
Yeah.
Okay?
Would you not apologize when you're not actually sorry?
I do feel sorry, but the way you said it makes me mad.
That's it!
That's it! Perfect!
Seriously?
Seriously, seriously.
Am I better than Haruta-kun?
You sure are!
Welcome back!
We're back!
Huh?
What's going on with you two? What happened?
Oh, things were just working out.
Hey, what is with that?
Let's drink! Let's drink! Let's drink!
Okay!
All right!
You look like you're having fun, Shizuka-san.
It's just so funny.
You're a little drunk.
Here you go.
Thank you.
Huh? What's wrong, Haruta-kun?
Haruta?
Are you crying?
No, I'm not crying.
I was just thinking this is kind of nice.
I understand that, but...
But I'm not crying!
You're clearly crying!
But...
Haruta-kun!
Hey, what is with your face?
If you want to cry, cry.
It actually looks even more pathetic right now.
No!
What's so funny?
My stomach hurts.
Your face looks amazing right now, Haruta-kun.
It's like something out of a manga.
What is?
Please don't try to hold it in.
If you're going to cry, then cry.
No!
It's embarrassing if a guy cries!
I'm not going to!
Cry!
He's crying! He's crying! He's crying!
Cry! Cry! Cry!
Hey, what is that?
What are your wiping your tears with?
Don't laugh! Don't laugh!
What's happening?
What's happening to me?!
Welcome.
It's kind of boring.
I wish something surprising would happen in my life.
Like, "I never thought that would happen!"
You're right.
Okay, I'll be on my way.
You're leaving?
Yes.
It doesn't seem like anything is going to develop here,
and there's something I want to study.
So I'll be going.
Goodnight.
Oh, bye.
Developing, huh?
I feel like Fumi-san is getting farther away from me.
You were never close, were you?
Can I drink today?
Can I?
Sure.
Drink!
Okay!
Mom, your boyfriend's up!
He's up?
Good morning.
You look so dazzling in your underwear!
Is he gonna be my dad?
Oh, well...
We don't know that yet.
You don't need to think about me, okay?
We will accept what's in your heart.
And when I get back, it's all "Hey! Welcome home!"
That's not fair!
That was the killing blow.
It's not fair!
I cried!
I cried like a waterfall.
Like this.
And then it seems like things have gone back to normal.
But man-man and woman-woman living arrangements last, I've heard.
What's with that?
But they're all weirdos.
I get tired of it.
Really? You know?
Huh?
I was just laughing now, wasn't it?
Am I not actually bothered by this?
Am I actually having fun no matter what I might be saying?
I say, "No, no, leave me alone!"
And I really do feel like that.
But am I glad to be alive?
Maybe I am.
Is this okay?
Am I going to just get to normal like this?
I keep saying I'm going to have a breakdown and I haven't.
Am I okay like this, Doctor?
Next Episode
Something awful's going to happen. It's the calm before the storm.
Mom?
I came to visit!
I want to see where you live. Is there something you don't want me to see?
Haruta-san is doing his best. His absolute best!
Go! Go!
Can I call you mom?
Of course not! Now eat!
That's scary! Like a horror movie!
Love is a horror movie.
Seriously?
What are you doing here, Keiko-san?
Didn't you split up?
I've missed you!
This is my mom!
The storm's here. We're back to chaos.
This drama is a work of fiction.